Here's the emerging cycle:
Play traditional d20 style RPG with friends, have some fun but mostly have dissatisfied play experiences,
Reflect on dissatisfaction,
Find links to games and actual play reports of cool games,
Buy game(s), (binge shop at IPR)
Try to organize Indie game,
Get poor, often vitriolic and response from group,
Eventually -- maybe-- bribe and cajole people to play an Indie game. (Either from my main group or seeking out new players).
I enjoy play but traditional players are uncomfortable and sort of lost (they never had a total buy in prior to play).
No real communal drive to continue Indie games.
Play Traditional d20 style game....
Anyone share this same cycle?
Any recommendations or suggestions?
I'm to the point of just throwing in the towel and finding a new hobby all together or blowing another 70$ at IPR.